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03 July 2013 @ 11:32 pm
So I'm reading this article titled, What Happy People Do Differently by Psychology Today and SO MANY GOOD QUOTES. This one in particular struck me because the example they used is something similar that I recently *cough*few entries down*cough* dealt with and was surprised how well things turned out.

And I quote..
Under, "The upside of negative emotions"

Happy, flourishing people don't hide from negative emotions. They acknowledge that life is full of disappointments and confront them head on... instead of letting quietly simmering jealousy over your girlfriend's new buddy erode your satisfaction with your relationship, accept your feelings as a signal, which allows you to employ other strategies of reacting that are likely to offer greater dividends.

Their first point was about how happy people are generally more curious which I basically took as GO OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE. That's something I don't usually do... but I'm pretty glad that I've got the others well matched up, I think. ^^

It's a bit of a read but worth it imo
13 June 2013 @ 04:20 pm
Six minutes.

That's how long it took for our friendship to dissolve into nothing but a catastrophe of disillusionment. Not only did she fill up that translucent bag with a red, nutrient filled substance but also little tubes that would further the progression of life changing, scientific developments.

The last time I came to the clinic, I rushed into the doors, handed the lady my card and sat down waiting my turn. I briefly looked at the clock on the wall. 12:15
I picked up my phone and the screen lay bare. Nope. Nadda. Nothing. I knew this was coming so had prepped myself in the morning, after all I woke up hours before hand and had nothing but time to decide how my day would play out.

Shortly enough my turn came and my finger pricked, the other lady took me into a little room and sad me down; asking me all these sexual questions I had been asked numerous times before. I made sure to look her in the eye and try not to answer too quickly though I already knew the questions and subsequently the answers. I made a crack about my nervousness making my heart beat run fast but that was a partial lie. I had no idea why my heart beats so fast most of the time, IT JUST DOES. She laughs, I laugh, she lets me go.

The next lady I meet is adorable and I can't even remember our conversation except the one about time. Time.
That bloody dimension of passing events.

I seemed to have a pattern. She wished me a good eight minutes, complementing me on my blood flow. Her fingers pointing to the green, flashing light explaining that means things are going smoothly. She leaves.


She comes back and I quickly ask my time.

Ten minutes.

I gleam with happiness, so much faster than when I first started. Ate my cookies. Drank my juice. Walked outside to see the beautiful people of Suits. For a week I remembered this glorious moment. And then yesterday happened.

She went to the clinic, same process. We talked, laughed.

사이가 럿이아...

That was the main topic of conversation for whatever reason until-


I chuckle to myself while calmly asking, "what was her time?"

"six minutes" the lady responded.

Six minutes.
without effort.
All my work crushed, my glory ripped away.
Our friendship crumpled.

I can no longer see you, the one who beat my time by four minutes.
I will take solace that I increased my blood donation time each visit and will continue to do so, on time, with my initially scheduled appointment slot.
But I cannot see you.

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That is how our relationship ended.
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06 June 2013 @ 09:09 pm
Firstly, VOTE FOR MY COSPLAY OVER AT OTAKU HOUSE!!! All you have to do is click the FB like button (or Google+). PRETTY PLEASE?! ^^

Today I started to learn 한글Korean seriously, spent pretty much all day on and off learning about pronunciation (because I can't stand going any further unless I perfect that). Hopefully I keep it up.

Day 4: Your first Taiwanese Drama?

I have absolutely no idea.......
I thought about this for a little bit and the first two that popped in my head were Love Contract (dislike) and Tokyo Juliette (...eh) then I thought.. hmm.. maybe it was Devil Beside You?

but.. I'm going to say...
it was.....

aish I don't know. If it was Love Contract I likely wouldn't have continued watching TWN dramas but I do have a fondness of Arial and Mike so that could have made me want to try the other dramas of theres but... I JUST DON'T KNOW. I CAN'T REMEMBER! The more I think of it the more I think it was Love Contract. It had to be something I really didn't care much of if I can't even remember which one was my first.


The only thing I can even remember of this drama is Arial's character being really good at some sport activity.. and possibly having a scar. I don't even think I ever finished this drama....
This wont last and I'll likely do some in bulk.

Day 1: First Drama you watched?


I don't remember when this was exactly but I'm almost positive this was my first. I'm pretty surprised I watched the whole thing since it's so freaking long.

I also remember this is where I was introduced to Rainie Yang. Loved her and Va Ness... okay clearly I can't remember their names.
Yesterday I read how Jang Geun Suk rejected the role of head guy for the Korean version. At first i was like, WAAAAAAAAAAAAE but then I was like, oh wait, the kversion is possiblu the worst version ever. SO THANK YOU FOR NOT TAKING IT.

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05 January 2013 @ 09:19 pm

I decided to drink one healthy drink (re: not water which I already primarily drink) but something like my special lemon tea (boiled water with a piece of ginger, once boiled add lemon, take off heat, pour in some natural honey = BAM), mixed veggies and fruit drinks (that I make)...etc


First thing that came to mind... haha /don't hate
"I don't understand language of people with short money" buahahahaha

After watching Hungry For Change I decided to incorporate fresh parsley in my regular food intake. The latter part of last year I fell off my healthy food wagon and I'm glad to jump back in. I always feel my best when I'm eating well. Parsley is fucking powerful!

What I'm most interested in is the chlorophyll in parsley which cleanses your system. Not to mention the high amounts of Vitamin C AND those B12s which, considering I don't meat, will be incredibly beneficial to me (and probably why I'm feeling so great). Yes, I know, I should have gone into nutritional sciences. ><

So, my advice to you ladies and gents, is to get drinking some awesome, healthy drinks. Maybe it'll help your acid reflux vespawoman

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20 December 2012 @ 04:20 pm
I feel like I should be posting this just because I use LJ to comment and be social on communities more than blogging now. All my blogging is now done @ filosophie.net

...and holy wow has LJ changed, this post entry area looks so different. lulz
Clearly it's been a while.

I kind of miss posting on here now!
07 September 2011 @ 04:10 pm
So, again I've got friends interested in kpop so I decided to update my entry from a year ago? Maybe I'll make a new one ever two years. XD part one

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17 June 2011 @ 12:55 pm
Ce poste est un poste français! Yay pour la musique française. Je ne peux pas parle français, c'est le meilleur que je peux faire ... avec l'aide de l'Internet. lol

OKAY SO THIS IS MY FRENCH REC. POST BECAUSE IT IS SPRING/SUMMER! During this time I tend to listen to a lot of French and Italian music. I especially like French rap/rnb/hip hop. :3 French Canadian artists inside as well.

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So, that's all the French artists I have in my itunes. Feel free to post your own.